Liminal, by Deranged Youth

Liminal

by Deranged Youth

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1.	No Longer 02:51	lyrics	buy track
A thousand thoughts a second Flying through it all Suicide mission Target on the wall I know it's my creation An uncontrolled reaction It's not my fault but it is mine Twisting Burning Vomit Fire Shaking Conscious Separate Overstimuli I want the void The quiet nothing But that's when it gets me I won't accept this Failing organ By Satan, scalpel or sledge I will end you Fuck this, fuck me I don't want it Any more than You want to deal with my Bull shit, burn it With all my waste Useless exhaust I don't know my face Factory preinstalled guilt Forced inside, broken at the hilt Endless nausea Endless quest for understanding Is this learned behavior Or are we born set to blow I want to carve out this timer But I can't pinpoint the sound Lost in the halls Hear the countdown wail Cold as ice, fire and lights The numbers spin faster as I feel myself explode
2.	Hyperthought Supertheory 04:26	lyrics	buy track
There is more than just yourself Endless numbers, every life I can't keep track, watch them all I just want to do no harm but self I feel like I've said this all a thousand times But I still can't find the words HYPERTHOUGHT SUPERTHEORY I know it's not all about me Universal eye is all I don't want to end the world I just want to do no harm but self It cannot happen overnight I know as I pull the wire tight Violently swinging back and forth Worthless anchor, swinging empty sack Development detained I can't stand up for myself Eschew the conflicht and swallow the fear Development detained I can't stand up for myself I'm so sick of this pointless self destruct I feel like I've said this all a thousand times But I still can't find the words HYPERTHOUGHT SUPERTHEORY I feel like I've said this all a thousand times But I still can't find the words HYPERTHOUGHT SUPERTHEORY I don't want to end the world I just want to leave this body I don't want to end the world I just want to leave this mind I DON'T WANT TO END THE WORLD I JUST WANT TO LEAVE THIS BODY I DON'T WANT TO END THE WORLD
3.	Suisonic 01:59	lyrics	buy track
I've watched you from afar Strike the flame of immolation The constant drone of success I've seen you crack and split I've seen you crawl through shit This shedding is temporary You peel the skin off with your teeth And glue it back with hope This changeling transformation Monster stuck between forms I am just like you I am nothing I want to break this prison skin Defenestration over and over again
4.	Threshold 02:24	lyrics	buy track
Where do I go with this? The mirror cracks, the needle spins I stand in the water shaking As I feel the patchwork glue melting away I'm not the devil but I'm trying I'm not the doctor but I'm dying Is this all a dream? I can't track the shadow of the sun And the rain is lashing There is no golden boy turning the wheel YOU ARE NOT THE CHOSEN ONE I am right, I am wrong, I am just I am just I A million ways to pull it all together But how do I break myself apart Hammer and stone Find the shard of bone That keeps the gears from turning So take this fear That was the old This is the new This is life now Take what you've learned and be today Take what you've learned and be today
5.	Kenopsia 03:16	lyrics	buy track
Now I'm searching through my blood For the morsel I left behind Spread it all out in front of me Looking for the missing piece Afraid I've lost my choking hazard Don't let me be nothing forever I crave lust I crave trust And as I'm breaking bolts I feel my joints rust Mother master prey on me Affinity for memory Infinity, remember me That old escape Timeless cycle Feel the rooting Don't be afraid I'm so cold, my back is broken The mule's curse left things unspoken I need a smoke I need a light I need a fire to destroy my sight I see my face on the heroes and villains Hand in hand as they bow for applause I'm stuck at the back fighting the crowd Screaming lost hope as the curtain falls Throwing my way through the folds and false holes Only to see that I'm on the stage alone And everyone is silently waiting for the punchline
6.	Vigilain't 00:27	lyrics	buy track
Fuck your bullshit Macho fantasy Look what you've wasted For us all to see PUT DOWN THE GUN You shouldn't run PUT DOWN THE GUN It's just begun Look in the mirror Discharge and do us all a favor 4 3 2 1
7.	Peephole Pleaser 04:14	lyrics	buy track
This balding lizard bastard Stuck in his reptilian brain But wanting nothing more than less consciousness I'm so fucking tired of trying to explain I know that I've got the whole world to gain But I'm terrified of breaking through And knowing that I'm not welcome there either I know it's not that hard Eat drink be merry It shouldn't be this hard Sleep breed and marry Nobody wants the soap that they script around themselves But sit quiet and wait for you to burn it down The pornography of boredom I'm in the way And I'm sorry My god I'm so sorry Self absorbed Unaccountable I never looked around and saw you all in me I DON'T WANT YOU I DON'T WANT ME I DON'T WANT ANYONE I'm sorry, it's my fault I knelt down and looked up the mountain The joke's on me, I thought you had it all figured out I DON'T WANT YOU I DON'T WANT ME I DON'T WANT ANYONE It all makes perfect sense Is it innocence? Would it be the same reversed? I wish that I'd get over it And undo this bed dead lovers curse
8.	The Devil's Bluster 02:40	lyrics	buy track
Silent spiral Prays for viral Salvation my God I'm falling Silent spiral Screams denial Dilation My god is dying Golden boy, you're nothing special Just another human mistake I know you always tried to be The prettiest girl at the ball Craving to be left alone But attention, you swallow it all And we all see you Present your tears like diamonds But it's no inherent trait Why'd you have to make us wait You're just a double negative Cut yourself out of our lives How'd you get so negative Tie me tight before we die Tell us again what makes you so jealous Tell us again why you won't make a move Tell us again why you refuse to dance Tell us again cause we could all use the laugh
9.	Concussion Dreams 01:29	lyrics	buy track
Sleeping in stress positions Tongue sewn to the ceiling The taste of bone dust Joints sore from the clenching The days are dreams The days are nightmares Lost the line between sleep and waking Merry merry merry me
10.	Sodium Streetlight 03:15	lyrics	buy track
The birds are full of fury And I'm in check again I forgot my language And I'm running low on battery I wish that I could cry I wish that I could feel again I'm finally comfortable But I miss my electronic love Set your inner tension I surrender, feel my body break I can't tell if I'm awake Now everything is bottled orange and I know It will never be the same again There's nothing to do here You're wasting your time I thought I warned you about crossing this line The stagnant and tired basement disease Perpetual late afternoon time suck freeze There is nothing to do here You're wasting your time I thought I warned you about crossing this line The stagnant and tired basement disease Perpetual late afternoon time suck freeze Too medicated to cry Too fucking lazy to die
11.	Not Yet 04:10	lyrics	buy track
I know it's all bullshit The lens thickens every year That I'll look back and laugh and cringe and question why But I'll still need to scream I don't want a scab, a scar I want a whole new suit of flesh If I don't keep this up I know I'll die They said be the ocean Pneumonia hematome But everything is fluid Everything is waves And I'm drowning The worst part of it all Is the gun is off the table And the only way out The only way out is through Life unsaturated Filtered down to sage and teal Is it the amber bottle glasses Or have I lost the feel? How are we supposed to know When we're all we're meant to be? Did it pass me by Or is it the flash you see when you hit the ground?

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released July 22, 2022

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